happy mix (:

once in awhile, i’ll still think of you, check your fb to see see.  i’m glad that there’s still fb, it feels that you’re still with us somehow.

fb has become a coping mechanism in someways.

you’re not forgotten. (:

you’ve really taught me a huge lesson about life, a painful one. still heart wrenching  still when i have flashbacks on our final goodbye, but i know i’m slowly recovering. You’ve sacrificed yourself to teach all of us, just like how you’ve always put others before yourself.

still that line, thank you xuan. missing you & take care! *big wide girn* ))

life’s full of uncertainties. you can’t predict what will happen the next second.

so, every second of air you breathe in, breathe it deeply and be thankful that you’re able to breathe it out too.

too much negativism recently. too much depressing events and news.

i’m definitely affected, but i’ve told myself, it’s time for all these negative thoughts to go away! think positive, and the more positive it will be! (:

so yea, live life to the fullest and do what you want to do (no crimes please!). enjoy your life while you can and treasure everyone around you. (:

time to go back to the happy me! yes!

happy wong is back!

happy cny in advance yo! (:

it’s been a month & nine days.
randomly visited your profile because you came across my mind.
how are you now? still having the big cheeky grin on your face? i hope so (:
take care, my friend.
you’re missed. (:

happy birthday, zx! stay happy & awesome as always wherever you are (:

spent some of yesterday thinking about you and also the times we had back in cchms. i was finally able to put a smiley face beside your name, two weeks after you left us.

i do believe that somehow you’ll be able to see the wishes that everyone has wrote for you, that you’re still somehow with us. i know some people may think that trying to communicate or communicating with a person in another world is insane. (then think about people who have religions. they are also trying to communicate with someone not in this world, a higher being.. so is that insane? i would say, no. ) communication can also be one-way okay.

it’s not insane. it’s just a method of coping, and actually a healthy one i believe, as long as one don’t get too overly engrossed until it affects the person’s daily functioning. i used to think that it’s insane, that people just can’t ‘move on’ and always living in the past, which doesn’t help.

i guess such things, you have to experience it yourself, before you really judge. but then again, different people have different beliefs and values.

thank you zx, thank you for teaching me a very important and valuable lesson which will really help me in my future work, where I will probably be dealing with such issues rather frequently. you’ve always made me realised what is grief. real grief. i guess i was still young when my grandparents passed on, so i couldn’t really feel much back then even though I’ve lived together with them since I was born. but now, already in my 20s, i can feel the lost, pain and sadness. for that three days, it just felt everything was dull, many a times i caught myself thinking about you and the incident, every few hours i’ll visit your fb..

i don’t know what went on with those attackers whom might have hurt you, but I hope that you’ve found peace or already finding peace wherever you are. (: i’ve slowly walked out of grief, because i’m sure you won’t want to see all of our gloomy faces for so long right. likewise, smile zx and enjoy yourself wherever you are. think of us just like we’ll think of you too! (:

a week has passed, but not a single day has passed without me thinking about you. how are you now? are you doing well? is the place you’re at now very pretty? have you got your hands on a guitar?

so many questions, but there wouldn’t been any answers.

the last news update was 6 days ago. since then, nothing has been reported.

so..what’s the verdict?

i know you’ll want to know too. i hope you’re slowly finding peace…

justice. is there really justice in this world? please, let me believe and show me that justice still exist.

i went. i saw you for the last time, and bade the final goodbye.

i know something is different. i understand. i can feel it.

go ahead and do what you want to, so that you’ll be able to sleep deeply in peace.

take care, zx. wherever you are, may you always be the happy person that you’ve always been, mr nice & blur guy. all of us will remember you fondly in our hearts. you’ll be missed dearly. thank you for the awesome secondary school memories you’ve left for us.

i’m not going to tell you to rest in peace, because i know you’ve unsettled business. but i do hope that soon, you’ll find peace in wherever you are.

you’re one awesome guy that i’ve known. so, stay awesome always.

with love,

me.

hello, it’s december!

woah. time flies. yea, i’m still alive! hoho. time to catch up with blogging! but for now, it’s catching up with sleep. ohyay. finally! i can sleep till 12 noon, after one whole month of mugging!

IT’S HOLIDAYSSSS!

witnessed an incredibly awesome, sweet, romantic & cute proposal (((:

felt so honoured to play a little part in it!

99 pink & white balloons, “wendy marry me <3" and off the ndp09 troupe went to look for a strategic (ok la not really that strategic… cause suntec was surprisingly quiet on a thurs night) location for the proposal to take place. Attracted many stares from the public cause the whole gang was like hold pink & white balloons.. yea, even the guys!

it was really sweet. (:

i could feel tears in my eyes! so touched & i really felt soooo happy for them! 有情人终成眷属～ <3 i can really really feel it (:

part 2 was totally romantic~~~ at esplanade's rooftop. weiguo's colleagues had the place nicely done up in a candlelight style setting & got violinist somemore!!! it's reallly.. omg. wait for the "official photos" to be up~ i'll post here!

totally excited & extremelyyyyy happy for them
congrats yo mr & mrs ng! i hope i get invited to the 喜酒~ Heehee!

oh and another cute & sweet thing was that wendy's mum rushed down to witness it & i could sense that she's really super happy for her child, having wide grins and a little watery eyes. (:

太浪漫了啦~~~~~~~ ((: